Frustration

Yay my last rant of the term muhahahahahahahah yes I have lost my mind it’s finals an yeaaaaaaa I’m not all here hence the subject of my rant frustration which leads to brain dead and loss of sleep. Ugh why must school be this wrong yet I keep thinking before I loose what’s left of it just 5 more terms that all I need.

Why is it that it seems no matter how early you start on your projects they still end up being finished at the last min. I know I started early on manu of my big projects low to come to find out that one of my projects or I should say two will just barley or not be complete. Plus it didn’t help that on a few days I thought I would have off or have the time seems they are filled working or maybe napping because of the lack of sleep or being up to late.

Al I can do to combat most of the issues is to stay calm an work a hard as I can while lookin myself upstairs lol. My parents knows better then to bug me during this time they might bring me grub and stuff but other then that yeaaaaaaaa I don’t exsist as for my phone I will only answer a few peps which they always check up on me during this time to make sure i am still kicking and that I’m eating. Yeaaaaaa if I don’t take care of myself I will see them on my door step kicking my butt. So others beware i will be evil if you try to contact me just like someone found out eariler today.

Well peps I have said my last rant and it’s been fun ranting for what little I did but I feel better well somewhat yet grather be voical then on a blog lol. Anywhos if ya don’t like me bite me later peps.

One missed up b-day

Well peps time to rant again yay me arent ya glad that you can see me again i beat alot of you guys are saying hells no but oh well ya have to hear me lol. The subject for today is b-day bleh i say bleh. For me its never a picnic grather peps forget that i do have one but heres the lowdow.

For the frist time in a long time i was kinda glad that so many peps wished me a happy b-day while others yeaaaaaaaaa they are going to have to deal with me soon i do not take well to those who i call pals and not drop me a wish oh heck no. Like a friend that i thought he would say hey sorry i messed the party but at least i can say happy b-day to ya nope that didnt happen and yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hes one dead person and im going to start being cold on thur when i see him next. That tells alot about peps some peps that i think didnt care about me from long ago was kind enought to drop me a line talk about shocker. Yet all in all this was a great eye opener.

I’m the type of pal that if i knew ya and also hanged with ya i would repect yea when theres an prob or other important day to you i would drop a line saying whats the correct repsonse would be. Yet other will drop a line when they feel like it thats just wrong. Why be superfishal or just want to be popluar so you befirend these peps just to feel the need to be long. I say thats childish at one point in time i was like that too but i learned that its not the way the world works. That might work in high school but when you get a job you make friends you gang with them but in the end when something goes wrong they wont be there to help ya they could warn ya but thats all they can do. Yep those are hard leasons that everyone goes threw in somepoint in time but some learn and some yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa they might never learn.

Sorry if i seem a bit out of it had a long wk and holiday that seems to go wrong half the time and the lack of sleep is not helping anywhos hopfully next time i will be a bit more clearner on my typing lol. As i like to say if ya dont like me then bite me lol.